Beautiful manifestations and experiences have been happening! I’ve been working on projects and meaning to share them (and I will!!). But I first wanted to share some of the books in my library that have significantly helped me change my perspective on life!
8 years ago I was in a very depressed mental space! From an outside person’s perspective, it appeared as though I was in a happy marriage, and I was working a fulfilling profession helping others. I didn’t realize how depressed I was at the time, I just thought I was an introvert. I just thought I felt other people’s emotions to easily, preferred to be alone, so I was a homebody outside of work. I had (still have) great friends and would occasionally hang out with them and really have a great time, but it would take me DAYS to recover – I needed to be alone and hibernate. When someone would “hurt me”, however insignificant the experience (e.g. disagreement with my husband, or feeling that someone at the store looked or talked to me the “wrong way”), I’d be in a funk for days! Not able to move on, just wondering and playing out every possible scenario of how I could have responded differently or wondering why that experience happened “to me”. I believed that I was a kind person, but that people always turned out to just be so cruel!
Over the course of several years, I was able to finally get to THIS point of clarity, where I’m living now. I now understand and continue to consciously remind myself, that experiences in my life aren’t “happening to me” but rather manifesting into my experience because I have attracted them. EVERY experience happens because it’s either a desire of mine or an experience that will help me learn and be in a better energetic space to receive my heart’s desire. I wanted to share the books (in the order in which they came into my life) that helped me get to this space:)
I don’t remember how I got my hands on this book (I feel like back then my life was just a gray cloud), but it was by Lucinda Bassett and it’s called From Panic to Power; Proven Techniques to Calm Your Anxieties, Conquer Your Fears, and Put You in Control of Your Life. This book captured my daily life! About thinking that EVERYONE was watching and judging me, and how this would make me scared and anxious every time I would go anywhere. I didn’t realize it was fear and anxiety, so this was a great start to explaining what was happening to me, feeling that I was not alone, and using techniques to practice getting my mind to figure out how to stop all the negative self talk. After reading, re-reading, highlighting and practicing the techniques in her book, I felt much less fear. It wasn’t all gone, but I atleast felt human again!
Shortly after, the movie “The Secret” by Rhonda Byrne came out and my husband and I watched it, and our minds were BLOWN! That movie was such a mind shift, we kept talking about it for days after, and would “try” using the Law of Attraction on and off. This helped understanding that I had some sort of ownership over my life! It was somewhat empowering (and scary because I kept thinking about what to do about my negative thoughts!) I have re-watched the movie 4 times over the past couple of years, and REALIZE something that I hadn’t been ready to understand the previous times!! So fascinating! The Secret’s website has so many wonderful and inspiring resources including forums to read and share manifestation stories with others, and quick clips you can watch to remind you that you can always change your thoughts no matter how bad you think your situation is. I’ve bookmarked and like to frequently watch The Secret to You and The Secret to Riches.
This next book was REALLY relevant, crucial, and cathartic for me. I felt that I had a grasp of the Law of Attraction, was manifesting great things, but still felt I was experiencing racial inequalities and did not know how to address/respond to those situations through the lense of being an energetic being attracting experiences. I didn’t want to attract those experiences, so I didn’t know what to do! How could I address an issue that was prevalent in so many societies, and wasn’ t just a personal experience. I wish I could remember how I came across this book, but the Universe directed it into my life. And I was so thankful to read it! I was scared that it would be to emotionally heavy, and just reiterating how disgusting slavery was. But instead, it gave my feelings legitimacy as a human. The author captured so well the racial inequalities in American society, why and how they present themselves in current culture, and how we (all races) can reframe our thinking so we can truly build an inclusive American Society. So this book was relevant to process and release racial inequalities from my logical/ego perspective. It’s called Post Traumatic Slave Syndrome by Dr. Joy DeGruy. After reading this, I truly felt I was no longer obligated to attract those experiences into my life, and I haven’t!
Later on, during a conversation with one of my good friends, she recommended I read “Soul Lessons and Soul Purpose” and “Trust your Vibes” by Sonia Choquette. At the time, I felt that I wanted to tap more into my intuitive side. I was experiencing a lot of coincidences and felt the Universe was sending messages that I wasn’t understanding. The book solidified the idea that there truly is something outside of myself at play, that the Universe is always sending messages and signals, and how to pay attention to them on a day to day basis. The author does a beautiful job of teaching you to make time and space for yourself. As a Giver and mom, that was such a foreign concept to me. Life was so busy, it was great to read practical techniques like starting by taking 1 minute a day for myself! I didn’t even realize I never made time for myself. Now I give myself hours a day!
This next book was the most profound for me. This one helped my logical mind and spiritual mind to KNOW that I was powerful and could create a life filled with whatever I wanted and desired! This author was saying you could heal ANY ailment, mental or body disease (e.g. CANCER), WITH THE POWER OF YOUR MIND!! It’s called “You Can Heal Your Life” by Louise Hay. What I also found interesting is that this author is in her 80’s, in fantastic health, wrote this book in the 70s AND THE INFORMATION IS STILL RELEVANT AND VALID!! I won’t ruin her story, but you should definitely read this book!
I hope you are able to or have read these books. I’d love to hear your thoughts and how these books have made an impression on your life! I’ve read others, but I continue to revisit the messages from these books.
Peace and Much Love,
NamaStella